Job + God + Birthday = Lots of cake

Job + God + Birthday = Lots of cake

Even as a blogger who doesn’t write about a certain theme, or isn’t exceptionally literate or poetic, its nice to pick up a few messages over the last few weeks wondering why I’ve not been posting on here. Could it be I’ve finally stepped away from the keyboard and actually visited the real world?

Not really no.

February and the start of March, which saw me posting only two short re-reviews about films (Star Trek, Leon), was largely quiet because of a few factors.

Work – what work?

LAMP Developer doesn't involve me making lamps people!
My new title is LAMP Developer, which before you make a joke, doesn’t involve me making lamps ;)

As many of my close friends will know, the situation at work hasn’t been “ideal” for a long period, mainly due to a very frustrating and prolonged period of business-like-limbo enforced by our parent company. This, combined with a desire to push myself as a developer (and a great testimony of prayer) led me to applying, being offered and accepting a new job all within 14 days.

These two weeks were a hive of interviews and research – something that understandibly took me away from jolly old blogging.

This new roll seems great, with lots of potential and in a brilliant (and growing) company in the East of Swindon.

I’m rather excited to be kicking off this new opportunity on the 25th of March.

Study

This came as a bit of a two pronged assault on my blogging time – continuing and developing my skills as a web developer (thats my job) as well as preparing/hosting talks for our small group.

Research...
Research – not exactly my forte…

Web developing involves knowing a lot of skills, methods and languages – all of which are constantly changing and ‘improving’. Honing my grasp of theses is thankfully quite an enjoyable process… at least most of the time :)

Also a large part of my lift is involvement with my church, of which I was able to share some recent research I did on the apostle Paul to a small group. I’m not gonna lie, sitting down and pouring through books isn’t how I prefer to spend my evenings (especially the cold miserable ones in February), but it focuses me onto God and the Bible – both of which I know I would benefit from doing more.

Play – ‘cos its ma Birthhhhday

Birthday stuff!
Games, cards, music, presents, bears, sweets and penguins!

February, one of the greyest and wettest months of the year also happens to contain my birthday – whoop whoop.

Most years I don’t tend to do much and don’t ask for much – I’m usually quite content on letting it roll by without too much attention. This year though, it seems I managed to do quite the opposite. Yesterday, the second week of March, saw the last ‘official’ celebration of my birthday, with cake and presents. I’ve managed to draw the 2013 birthday out for several weeks. Go me!

This has meant meals out on several evenings – great for fun – bad for wallet/waist/blogging (haha, that’s not a real complaint!)

Not that drawing it out is the important thing – but being able to celebrate it with so many people – that’s the key thing.

I’m very blessed with some truly epic friends.

Unfortunately I should probably now take down all my lovely cards… even if they do make my lounge a lot more colourful :)

Support

As mentioned a few times on this blog, I’m very blessed to be able to help out with our Alpha course at church, an opportunity to help people learn more about the Christian faith. Once the last course finished at the end of 2012, I have continued to meet with several of the Alpha people on a weekly basis to continue their Q/A sessions.

Alpha - its for anyone
Alpha – its for anyone

Thankfully I don’t lead these little chats, we’re fortunate to be able to go to one of our Elders (church leaders) house and fire any questions at him. I’m mainly there for support (and to eat some wonderful cakes).

This is a regular commitment that I absolutely love attending (not just because of the calibre of baking, honest!), not only is it great to see young Christians developing their faith, but I’m learning lots too. Day-to-day life in the secular world often makes it hard to focus on theological issues – these Alpha nights are a brilliant way for me to again, re-focus on God.

With a new Alpha course starting at Gateway church (Swindon) soon, this weekly group will be absolved by multiple other weekly groups. Us helpers and Alpha leaders will then start welcoming in dozens of new people to church – people who often have never stepped foot into a ‘church’ before. Lots of new faces, new questions, new issues (and yes, new cakes!)

So February was busy!

With getting a new job, focusing on God, celebrating my birthday over several weeks and meeting up with the Alpha guys – its culminated in a rather quite period of blogging.

What I should do is write up my notes on the apostle Paul and any questions raised in Alpha – as well as posting photos of social events, that’s what I should do… but who has the time…

:)

Oooo I’ve also been running away from zombies too…

That should probably be explained in another article though …

 

Insta-grateful

Insta-grateful

If you’re anything like me, you’ve probably already forgotten half the stuff that happened to you in 2012.

Last year I started using the photo sharing app’ called Instagram. Looking through my 2012 archive I’ve put together a small collection of photos that represent the things I’m thankful for, for it is said:

I will give you thanks in the great assembly;
among the throngs I will praise you.
[Psalm 35:18 NIV]

For freelance work, happy clients & a salary

Although it would be nice to have more coppers in the old money jar, I never needed more than I had. 2012 was a year of long days and some 70+ hour weeks – but through those times I met some great clients and even better friends. Friends who came alongside and taught me many a new skills.

work keyboard-freelance-work

For friends, new and old

I find it hard thinking back and realising that I didn’t know several of my closest friends this time last year. It’s been a pleasure getting to know them and building on existing friendships too.

new-friends friends

 

For rest and relaxation

Taking time out of work is hugely important and something I must discipline myself with more in 2013. Whether its relaxing with friends over coffee, or strolling through frosty parks on your own, it’s definitely something we all must find more time for.

coffee-sign cobwebs-in-the-sun port relaxing

For being able to help on Alpha

In 2012 I helped out on a couple of different Alpha courses and was able to witness lots of people giving their lives to Christ. A rather emotional roller-coaster at times, but also a great honour. Thankfully we’re only tools in the whole salvation process too.

alpha-god the-bible

 

For amazing talents of complete strangers

As a massive music fan of nearly every genre, it is fundamental to my day to listen to music. It can conjure up or shut down various emotions, help you focus or help you express. Films also play an important role of being used to unwind.

born-and-raised-john-mayer the-beatles-love-album cd-art the-matrix

For family

Not the obvious choice of photos for the people closest to me, but I rarely Instagram the times together with them. Much better to live the moment or take proper photos on the DSLR.
christmas-traditions broad-town japanese-sake-present me-mirror-me

For laughs, thrills and games

Many people will know that board and card games fill a small but significant part of my life. Great excuse to bring friends and strangers together; over wine, sugar or pizza

chrononauts-game enchiladas-and-friends dvds settlers-of-catan

To 2013…

I hope every reader of my blog, and every friend who doesn’t, a prosperous and blessed 2013. Where we take the rough with the smooth, acknowledging the bad and being thankful for the good.

Lethargy; creativity’s killer

Lethargy; creativity’s killer

With the best intentions in the world, the article didn’t get written. It didn’t even get started. Thanks to lethargy, no one will ever know about the discussions and insight that were shared that November night.

However the evening starts with dessert.

And the dessert was good!

Carrot cake this time, tasty and moist. A perfect accompaniment to my dark coffee.

In fact the desserts are always good on Monday evenings. These evenings are our Alpha nights at church and we’ve got some great bakers and chefs insuring we don’t lose any weight while sharing the gospel.

After the cakes had been demolished and we had heard a short talk, we split off into our groups and began discussing if/how people have drawn encouragement or hope from the Bible.

Needless to say some great conversations and content arose that I just wanted to get down on this blog. Start off the new blog content with a good inspirational message.

After Alpha I was still fired up and raring to get all theological on my keyboard, but then the inevitable happens.

The dark drive home…

The classic sing-along tunes on the radio…

The routine brew once you’re back home…

The ‘quick-mail check’ that turns into a Facebook and a Skype session too…

Then the realisation that the passion and call to action had been extinguished by distraction and lethargy. Not only had it been extinguished, but I let it. It’s not something I’ve only just caught myself doing recently either, it’s a stumbling block I’ve noticed dozens of times tripping me up.

Whether its writing a blog article, a page of code, or even the household chores… the inactivity to do something really puts a downer on your day. You look back knowing full well that writing that blog article would have been more productive than catching up with the TV you’ve got recorded.

Lethargy is defined as a feeling of “sluggishness, inactivity, and apathy”. It’s one of those states of mind that we don’t normally live in, but flip into against our own will it seems.

Apathy stole the best of me

I know a lot of creative people; ranging from writers to singers, photographers to designers, do they suffer from this apathetic reasoning? Do they slip into this state of sluggishness knowing full well that the creative works they’re putting off would bring them a new pay-check or perhaps development and recognition of their abilities. I believe they do.

Lethargy becomes a battle between two parts of the same brain, toying with both employing the brain to function creatively or to rest itself from mental fatigue.

I’ve found a key to beating this self-destroying state of mind is to just start the process with a tiny, easy step. A step that offers no possibility of failure. The fact you’re brain is already arguing with itself means that you’re likely to fail if you tackle the activity head on. Start with the very simple first step.

For me, it was creating a blog article title at 1am and hitting the save button.

That was the start of this article. It wasn’t originally going to be written, yet by not writing up the Alpha discussion I noticed this pattern of apathy and lethargy that I fall into on a regular basis.

Less rolling, more of a shudderLooking back you could hardly say that penning the title got the ball rolling, it was only 3 words at the time, so more of a shudder than a roll.

This is the way I’m going to attempt to write more articles and generally be more productive. I’m hoping to become a better theologian and photographer too, both of which I’ll apply this attempt at tackling the task with one tiny achievement at a time.

I guess you’ll be able to see in the middle of 2013 if that has helped or not, by looking at the types, quantity and quality of the posts I’ve been publishing.

However I would love to hear what you guys do when feeling lethargic and know you’re simply wanting to postpone the tasks at hand.

How do you guys deal with convincing yourself to not take the easy route?